Chapter 204 - Sobbing and Apology
“I'll get Aunt Mu to move your luggage over to our room. You don't need to return to the hotel.”
Mu Sifa got off the bed and didn't do anything excessive to Shang Cijie.
Earlier, he had to thank Shang Cijie for pointing a gun at his forehead. Otherwise, he would have done something that he regretted.
Shang Cijie originally wanted to return to his room coldly, but for some reason, his heart softened when he looked at Mu Sifa's lonely figure on the bed.
Shang Cijie, now that things have gotten to this point, what is your mother? What did he do to you five years ago? Have you forgotten all about it?
Shang Cijie reminded himself that Mu Sifa had gone too far with him. However, what was strange was that aside from that fight that night, Shang Cijie's mind was still filled with Mu Sifa's memory of him being doted on by Mu Sifa and being operated on to accompany him to watch a movie.
Shang Cijie closed his eyes and let out a breath of pain.
Why am I still thinking about the past when things are already like this? Wasn't Mu Sifa in the wrong? I know that I love him, but no one else is with me. But he kept it from me and tried to use me.
“Why aren't you angry? He was scolding me just like he did five years ago, insulting me! That's you, Mu Sifa! Why are you still pretending to be a good person? Are you worthy?”
Shang Cijie was furious. He threw whatever he could throw at Mu Sifa. However, other than anger, there were other emotions mixed within, and that was pain.
I clearly swore that I would make him live a life worse than death, but why does my chest hurt so much? Why?
Tears fell from Shang Cijie's eyes, letting out his unwillingness.
Mu Sifa turned around and saw that Shang Cijie was crying. His heart suddenly clenched. He also took a deep breath and his eyes turned red. Because five years ago, Shang Cijie also cried in this room and then left him.
Mu Sifa went forward and gently carried Shang Cijie into his arms. Then he bent over and hugged him.
“Don't touch me.”
Shang Cijie pushed him away and gave him a slap. Although the voice sounded angry, it also contained a hint of sobs.
Mu Sifa let him hit me, and hugged him back without a care, “Sorry.”
There were no impurities in his apology this time. He was really apologizing.
“Sorry for what? Sorry to use me? Sorry for scolding me? or do you feel sorry for everything you've done?”
Ye Zichen punched and kicked Mu Sifa, because Mu Sifa was extremely unwilling. He clearly made up his mind to come back and get revenge on Ye Zichen, but at this critical moment, he softened his heart.
“Don't think that I will forgive you just because you apologized. I told you Mu Sifa, that's impossible.” Ye Zichen pushed him away with tears in his eyes, but no matter what, he couldn't get away, so he was held tightly by Mu Sifa.
“I didn't expect that you would forgive me and take revenge on me. Just stay by my side and torture me! Didn't you say you would be happy to see me in pain? Then just do it, I, Mu Sifa, have no complaints.”
Who told me to love you so badly? Shang Xiaojie, no matter what you do to me, as long as you don't leave, I will accept it. So don't just disappear all of a sudden. If I do it again, I really will die.
He hugged Shang Cijie tightly, as if he was afraid that Shang Cijie would disappear from his arms. His eyes were filled with pain.
“Hate me! Stay by my side and hate me! I'm willing to accept it.”
Shang Cijie's tears fell again. What do you mean by saying that I hate you?
However, Shang Cijie knew that it was impossible for him to forgive Mu Sifa now. The matter from five years ago had already cut into his body, so he couldn't ignore it.
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