Chapter 88 I want you
She was frozen in shock for some reason, she knew what was going to happen expecting it even but to put it out there directly was not something she expected.
'What was I expecting?' she asked herself. He had made his intentions clear right from the start. Was she hoping for some kind of soft kiss, delicate touches and bliss.
"I suppose I have to see it at some point tonight." she mumbled. "I have not seen much of the ship you know, all I have met is your AI Jovi."
Esong stood up and extended his hand to her. "You are not here to see the space ship, you are here to spend time with me. We have a long night ahead of us and I would rather not waste what little time we have on chit chat."
Scarlet's breathing was slightly panicked, in and out she tried to pace it. When she envisioned what was going to happen, a part of rose with excitement, another part fear, she wanted to run out of the space ship and return to the safety of her bedroom.
"Are you sure about this Esong?" she asked in a small voice.
Esong saw her nervously clenching her hands and he grabbed both of her shoulders, pulling her up abruptly so that her body bumped into his. She used her hands to steady herself by holding on to his shoulders.
He looked down at her and she up at him, a plethora of emotions overwhelmed them both. She ended up clenching the part of his shirt where her right hand was placed.
"This whole night has been building up to this, I have never been more sure of anything in my life. I want you now Scarlet, I want to have you, no I need to have you."
She smiled and nodded, his assurance had cleared up some of her doubts. He was looking into her eyes when he said it, he made no promises, just told her what she wanted. And she believed him.
She slowly raised her feet and stood on the tips of her toes but despite this, she could not reach his face.
"You are going to have bend down and meet me half way, before we go into the bedroom we should first find out if we have physical chemistry." She was worried because if she could not stomach his touch then how would she get through one entire year of being bedded by him.
If she liked it, then she would at least enjoy it.
"You want me to kiss you." He said.
She licked her lips, making sure that her eyes were locked with his, "No" she responded softly. "I want to kiss you. I need to know if your kisses can make my world spin, I need to know if with your lips alone you can drive me mad with want..."
His lips met hers swiftly, he did not say anything, no warning, he just took what she offered so willingly to him. His kiss was slightly gentle, hovering slightly. She had only meant to get a small kiss from him, just to see what it would be like but suddenly he took control, demanding more, urging her to open her mouth and give him what he sought. As the kiss deepened, his hands moved all over her back, causing her to tremble and shiver.
She found herself wrapping her arms around his shoulders, leaning more into his body and wildly moving her tongue to match his. He kissed her like he meant it, leaving no space for her to back track and God knows, she did not want to back track anymore. She wanted to give as much as he was.
She could feel what little control and sanity she thought she had fading away and she pushed him away in a panic.
She was breathing deeply, her chest was heaving as she looked at him. He was rubbing his thumb across his bottom lip with a smug look on his face.
"You.." she said. She thought he was na?ve, lacking in sexual experience perhaps but this was not the kiss of a man who lacked experience. He was in control of everything that he was doing.
"I think that physical chemistry is alive." he walked toward her as she walked backwards slowly as if to run away from him. "Remind me to reward you handsomely for coming up with this suggestion. I think I am going to enjoy married life now."
She was pressed against the table now, with nowhere left to go or hide. Esong chuckled and carried her, dashing to his bedroom as if he had an urgent mission to fulfil. The door automatically unlocked and shut behind them.
"So," he said, "Are you ready to see my bedroom now?"
She could hardly look around the bedroom considering that his hands were squeezing her waist tightly. She closed her eyes, on a mission to gather her wits completely but she could the steady fast paced beating of his heart.
"You smell so good." she suddenly heard him say. Then he let her down and she stood on her feet but he made sure that she was facing him and there was no distance between them.
He bent his head down and smelled her hair, her neck where he lingered and kissed.
"You smell so fucking good, every time the wind blew past you tonight I could not help getting hard. Seeing you licking that spoon in such a seductive way as you looked at me with these big grey eyes made me want to fuck you right there under the stars.?Ever since we decided on this little arrangement I have found myself getting inappropriate erections around you at the most awful of times. It bothered me so much that you on the other hand did not seem to be the least bit affected by me. But I was wrong right? You want me just as much as I want you."
As he whispered these words into her ears she could feel his hands lingering on her back right on the zipper of her dress. She abruptly placed her hand on his.
"Do you want me to take off your clothes or will you do it?"
She could barely string her thoughts together because every time she started to think, he would overwhelm her.
"Take off your clothes Scarlet." he whispered and bit on her neck softly.
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