The Raven's POV

Found yourself here? why not read abit, its only 20 chapters. just a little bit of your time, who knows you might like what you see or perhaps you won't but a man can hope...

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I was born in darkness and lived my life within it.

But when the choice came, I willingly stepped into the light.

Was it desire or a whim that made me do it?

I don’t remember.

I never had a name. They were foreign to me, yet I yearned for one. Why?

I don’t remember.

I remember how emotions once felt—how I couldn’t understand them.

To me, they were like the flavors of ice cream.

Now I can feel them, but they are too conflicting.

Why do I feel sad, excited, and at peace while looking at the rain?

Why are my feelings so conflicted, so contradictory, even over the simplest things?

Was discarding so much of myself and becoming human worth it?

My past self would say yes without hesitation.

But in the present, I find myself wondering… hesitating.

Was it really worth it? If yes,

then why do I feel so empty?

I can’t go back. I must walk forward without hesitation and regret.

Perhaps this emptiness will fade with time.

I can only hope.

To my past self:

I have achieved the goal you were seeking.

I hope I didn’t let you down.

I hope to make you proud.